It's complicated
starlitwisher
Sometimes-- well, actually frequently-- I want to be left alone.  I don't want to talk to anyone, I don't want to hear anything aside from my own breathing or fingers tapping against the keyboard. 
  I feel like I don't belong.  Not social outcast not-belonging but something deeper. I can't describe it well. But there is this void or odd feeling right in the back of my skull and along my throat.  I can't become excited or hopeful.  Every emotion I have is just on the surface, nothing that truly stems from my core.
    Everything seems worthless and I'm so alone. I hate it here and I need to do something--anything--to escape and feel.

Purple Wednesday
starlitwisher
Originally posted by thelake at Purple Wednesday
IT GETS BETTER


It’s been decided. On October 20th, 2010, we will wear purple in honor of the 6 gay boys who committed suicide in recent weeks/months due to homophobic abuse in their homes at at their schools. Purple represents Spirit on the LGBTQ flag and that’s exactly what we’d like all of you to have with you: spirit. Please know that times will get better and that you will meet people who will love you and respect you for who you are, no matter your sexuality. Please wear purple on October 20th. Tell your friends, family, co-workers, neighbors and schools.

RIP Tyler Clementi, Seth Walsh
RIP Justin Aaberg, Raymond Chase
RIP Asher Brown and Billy Lucas

REBLOG to spread a message of love, unity and peace.

- original post by neo_prodigy



Jeans
starlitwisher
Found the perfect pair of jeans! It's been too long since I've had a pair that fit well, didnt show my ass crack, and didn't make me feel fat.

Movie Reviews
starlitwisher
I am going to start posting movie reviews on my journal.  I think this would really help my writing concerning basic structure and developing an unique style.  Hopefully, I will be seeing Inception later today. But what I truly, olly, whoolly want to review is the horrific mess of a movie; AVATAR: THE LAST AIRBENDER. WHOOSHHH! SPLASH! FIZZLE! And umm..... CRUNCH (I couldn't think of an onomatopoeia  to represent earth )!

Writer's Block: My Dream Job
starlitwisher
What's your dream job? Are you qualified for it? If not, would that stop you from taking it if it were offered to you?

My dream job would to be a comic book writer/artist or an actress.  I've been in theater so I think I am some what qualified for acting but I would like to go to art school before I took a job as comic artist and also get a degree in English if I were to write. I would take an acting job but I would like to intern for a comic book production company (preferably DC) and get the degrees I mentioned before I took a job as an artist or writer.

Euthanisia
starlitwisher
Isn't sad that more than 2000 pets get euthanized a year?  It just breaks my heart.  And imagine the number of animals that are put down in shelters because no one adopted them.  I wish I could do something but I just don't know what.

College Help
starlitwisher
 I currently go to Oxford College of Emory University and am not enjoying the experience.  I was wondering if anyone could recommend a university with a good Art History program that is located in New York, Providence area, or Boston.  Thanks!

Dad
starlitwisher
I really miss my dad.  He passed away a couple of weeks ago. I'm just doing insignificant things to take my mind off of sad memories.  Soon, I hope, I'll be able to handle them. I feel a little cowardly. But at this moment,  I don't care.

Pen it, Pen it Real Good
starlitwisher
I have this idea for  a movie short.  It's been buzzing in my head for a few days now. Along with the song "Girls Just Want to have Fun". So, after long deliberation, I think I'm going to pen it! Yay me.  

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